Friday, 24 August 2012

ANG AKING CD4 CHART!

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kakabalik ko lang from RITM ALABANG, while i was totally scared that my CD4 have dropped, i was totally amazed that in fact it has increased to  499.  no meds. no nothing,

after hearing about it, a PLHIV friend texted:

L: Wow congrats, ano secreto mo?
Bong:  Lot's of safe sex! hahaha!
L: hahaha. adik!
Bong: seriously, i live my life like i don't have it.
L: haha, nice.

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let me explain that further... syempre hindi naman totally like normal life... of course as much as possible i eat healthy na rin and watch what i eat. kung di man makatulog on time, i make sure i sleep 8 hours a day.  minsan stressful pa rin ang trabaho ko, madalas pala... but what i can proudly say that i've been very 'positive' sa pananaw ko sa buhay that sometimes pati ako nagugulat (eversince naman ganun na ako, mas lalo pa ngayon), like nung HABAGAT, bumabaha na lahat, i still felt okay, habang nagkakagulo at nadedepress at nagpapanick na ang lahat. i was so calm and relaxed, naglulutangan na ang mga gamit ko sa tubig, i was sooo cool about it, nasa isip ko lang nun i have to stay "positive and cheerful" and so i did.  minsan nagugulat talaga ako sa sarili ko, immune na yata ako sa negative energy.

minsan lang talaga nagwoworry din ako (konti lang) lalo na kapag nagkakasakit ako --- like 1 month ago nagkatrangkaso ako, high fever at sakit ng katawan, 1 week ako house arrest, gumaling ako sa co-amoxiclab --- tapos this week konting ubo at sipon, under antibiotics ulit ako.... eh hindi naman ako sanay sa ganito na nagkakasakit kasi for 30 more years hindi naman ako nagkakalagnat nor sipon talaga, kaya syempre nagwoworry din ako ng konti - baka bumababa na cd4 count ko.  nung nagpatest nga ako nung isang araw eh ready na ako sa sarili ko na magsimula ng gamot (ARV) kung talagang bababa ang count ko -

pero ayun nga tumataas pa --- swerte lang siguro ako --- sabi ni doc baka member ako ng mga taong hindi talaga masyado naaapektuhan ng HIV (magdilang anghel ka sana doc) kasi considering na walang meds, eh tumataas pa rin ang CD4 ko at perfect pa rin lahat ng mga baseline laboratory results ko.  sabi rin ni doc, ang mga trangkaso at sipon ay normal lang na occurance kahit sa mga healthy na tao lalo na sa panahon ngayon na tag ulan -so i dont have to worry about it. ang importante daw at kumonsulta agad sa duktor everytime may karamdaman para magamot kaagad.

kaya ngayon happy ako, im on the right track, sana eh tuloy tuloy na.

btw. everytime i visit RITM Alabang, maraming revelations, syempre di maiiwasan makasalamuha ang mga pasyente dun, lagi ako may nakikitang malapit na kaibigan, so ayun nakakaron na ng disclosure na di inaasahan.  para sa akin okay lang masaya nga...

"ay ikaw din!!!"

tapos ayun chikahan na

ansaya


ito ang aking diary
ako si BONG


..... and yes, i do have lots of safe SEX (hahaha), i dont want to go into details pero masaya ako, super saya, medyo salat sa salapi pero dinadagsa ng pagmamahal!

4 comments:

  1. Hi Bhong

    Its Amber again,.
    Good morning..and I would like to congratulate you because of the result of your CD4 results.. I am very happy for you and hope it will continue..for good,.I can see that you are really a happy person and very Positive always.

    Aug 29 tomorrow i will get my confirmation result..I can say i am more prepared now..but hoping still that it will be Negative..I have been eating healthy food lately,,I read a lot about HIV/AIDS,and i also learn that eating a lot of Ampalaya can slow down the progress of HIV,,I love ampalaya so much,.SO i guess its good for me.

    You know i have so many things that i want to ask..If okay with you. About Meds...how much is the rough estimate do you think i should prepare for this Monthly? And how many times a month i should see my Doctor ? Will i get Oral trush or any other External problem for the rest of my life like i saw on Google pictures of HIV/AIDS infected?

    I am now in the process of accepting it..And i appreciate life now more that before..and i value everything that i have,All the people that is there around and loving me.Now i understand clearly that "Life is short" and we should all live like there's no tomorrow..

    You are the only one i can talk to Bong..So I thank you so much for being there for me.You helped me a lot.

    Do you have YAHOO? Jazz414 I would like to have a chat with you sometime.,when you are not busy,

    God Bless
    All the best for you Bong..

    Sincerly
    Amber

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  2. ..... and yes, i do have lots of safe SEX (hahaha),

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    how do YOU make oral sex safe?

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  3. How to make oral sex safe.

    1. Dont brush teeth beore the act. Instead gargle na lang a mouthwash.
    2. Make sure there is no wound sa bibig (singaw, gum bleeding, etc)
    3. Make sure din walang sugat sa dick.
    4. Huwag magpapalabas sa loob ng mouth.

    With these 4 items, relatively safe na ang oral sex..

    Or kung gusto mo pa ng mas safe,

    5. Use condom during oral sex (wierd lang) but very safe.


    Enjoy guys!

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  4. bong, possible pala tumaas ulit ang cd4 count? akala ko unti-unti na yang bababa?

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