andito ako sa isang malayong lugar, mag isa lang ako, looking for directions, trying to find peace- i decided to bring ramond's book - matagal ko na rin gustong ipagpatuloy ang pagbabasa nito - raymond gave this personalized signed copy to me when we met in one event.
...at page 58 (god loves bakla), this caught my attention
God, when i die, i'll have many questions to ask You, but there'll be a most important one which You'll really have to answer well. Because i could never see the logic of why You had done what You had done with me. The biggest burden a man could ever have is n my frail shoulders. I don't want to fail my friends and family. I know you help those who help themselves, but it seems I can't already help myself. I need a miracle, Jess. Please... (17 May 1984) - Raymond Alikpala
p.s. i'm a non practicing catholic --- err... agnostic is more accurately i can define it. --- and if that's the case who do i turn to instead???
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