Monday, 7 November 2011

SAFE PARTEEEING?

bilang isang aktibong advocate sa hiv/aids awareness, bahagi ng aking mga ginagawa ang bigyang suporta and mga taong nangangailangan ng tulong at impormasyon tungkol sa usapin ng hiv/aids sa pilipinas.  kasama na rito ang magbigay suporta sa mga taong bagong diagnose na hiv positive.

noong isang araw, dahil matagal ko na rin di nakakamusta ang isang kliyenteng newly diagnosed na pusit, naisipan ko syang i-text ---

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bong:  hello mike, kamusta ka na?

mike: i am good po! parteed yesterday, but made sure i wore a condom. kawawa naman madadali ko eh. LOL!

bong: thats cool. are you done with ur baseline  lab tests na? are you under arvs na?

(no response)



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i felt disappointed with mike, mukhang he's back in his old ways, even his condition does not stop him from changing his ways.

at the same time i felt so helpless, nalulungkot at sobrang naaapektuhan ako, kasi alam ko there's a 90% chance this mode of transmission is exactly how i got infected.

i hope soon i get the chance to talk to him sincerely, i dont know his real story pa mahirap mangaral, he doesnt trust me yet, he doesn't know me.  wish ko na lang pag nangailangan sya ng makakausap at tulong, sa akin sya lumapit.

ito ang aking diary

BONG
  

2 comments:

  1. may mga naeencounter din akong ganyan. iguide mo lng cia, dont give up on him, eventually maaabsorb din nya ung mga sinasabi mo sa kanya. hugs! :)

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  2. ganyan din ako nung simula. at some point gugustuhin mo rin kasi maramdaman na u are still wanted by people. kahit may itsura ka man o maganda ang pangangatawan. pag nalaman mo na positive ka minsan bumababa ang self-esteem mo. di ka nga mamamatay agad pero may tatanggap ba sau? http://lifeofapositive.blogspot.com/

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